Changes

I am a creature of habit, and I tend to not do so well with changes, even positive ones.  But I am also a firm believer in making your own destiny, so sometimes those two ideas collide.

Like right now.  I’m embarking on a huge life change.  It’s scary, it’s crazy, it’s the unknown.  But the basis of this is wanting to change my life, wanting to better myself.  Not being a victim of circumstance.  Unfortunately, that’s what my life has turned into — things keep happening and I react as best I can…but I’ve been feeling emotionally drained by it all.  And I have to put the blame where it belongs — on myself for making the choices I’ve made.

None of these choices were bad choices per se.  I’d been in some difficult situations and at the time, the choice I made was the best one.  But now that I’m older and wiser, I’m starting to realize that things don’t have to stay the same.  I can change my life, change my destiny.

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